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seriously i dunt feel tt im leavin sooner or later. im jus havin ma tym of ma life. how i wished i didnt made tt stoopid decision of goin back. but its ok. its for ma future. i jus hab to sacrifice for jus 3 FREAKIN YEARS. i noe i can. yeah.

went towning last saturday. went wif malik and yiwen. waited for shah to come. and he was actually supposed to come early. but he was jus laxy enuf cos he is goin clubbin. but da 3 of us persuaded him to come earlier. sat at far east. as usual, malik will start his nonsense by disturbing me. eeeee! GERAM ARH! hahaha.

sunday morning, went to church. yiwen came over to ma house and slacked. we end up tokin to each other abt our feelings. a lil while after tt, she fell asleep. and i started playin da PSP. soon after tt, i went to hab ma nap too.
shah was damn pissed tt day. hais. and he even threw his anger on me. WTH! but its ok. i understand how he felt tt day. evening, we went down to natasha's block. claud,kama,malik,gabie,shah and jobelle was there studyin. shah and yiwen were both pissed wif each other. but now they're ok. haahha.

monday morning, woke up early. lyk 730 am? freakin early. had to mit atiqa to pass her book. after tt, meet shah to book the upcomin chalet. was damn FARKIN HOT! went back in da afternoon. had ma 1 hour of nap. OBVIOUSLY IT WAS NOT ENUF! but wat can i do. went down to dhoby to mit da others. walked arnd plaza sing adn had our dinner. i tink. hahaha.
then me,shah,malik and yiwen went down to novena to get our pay. hehehe. waited for yiwen and shah to take our pay. while me and maoik waited for them. took da mrt to malik's house. malik was damn CRAZY tt nyt. he was soo soo kiddy. but he's cute in dat way. haha. MALIK DUN KEMBANG! hahaha. slacked over at his house.
11 plus we left and went to take a cab.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006 @ 12:16 AM

for da past few days, been goin to dhoby ghaut to mit dem. da common things we do,

: slack at starbucks or mcdonald
: smoke
: towning

jus lyk wat all typical teenagers do. wat a life we hab. seriously, we are wasting lots and lots of time. but wat to do, dis is wat we wanted. hahaha.

yesterday, went to mcCafe, seated there for lyk 3 damn hours. me,shah,yiwen and claudia. FREAKIN BORING! it was lyk we were doin our own stuff. shah and yiwen walked arnd shaw house. claudia takin pics of herself. mayb she was feeling feeling at tt point of tym. hahaha :) i did ma own thing by playin da PSP. was so damn addicted to it. was actually waiting for da others to come but it took dem so long to come. but in da end they actually came. only gabie,jobelle and malik came.
and dis freakin ass malik keep on makin fun of me. IDIOTIC ASSHOLE. *bluek* got nothin better to do. but im not gona lose out to him. watever him. hmp!

Friday, May 26, 2006 @ 12:38 AM

SATURDAY.
claudia came to ma house early in da morning. and i was still on bed wen she came. lazing on ma bed. haha. wen she came, first thing she did was check on her friendster and stuff. i've got nothin to do. so i jus continue sleepin. and while i was takin ma nap, dis freakin claudia took pics of me from da back. makin stupid faces. UR GOIN TO GET IT FROM ME! *bluek*

late afternoon, alicia and malik came over to ma house. slacked for a while. me and claudia spiked in malik's drink. by putting alcohol in his drink. HAHAHA. but he actually realised it and asked claudia to drink too. after a while, claudia face actually turned RED! and we tot tt she was drunk. and she kind of started blabbering. kept on tokin loud. went to hougang point to eat our dinner. claudia kept on tokin loud. SHE'S MAD.


we were supposed to mit da others at 8pm but it turned out tt everybody was late exceot for jobelle,gabie and ally. they were already in town since 7 plus. waited for everybody. shah and yiwen came after tt. WEE WEE WEET! kama came after tt. sat outside mrt station by da stairs. took pics. waited for fadli.
he came 11 plus. damn late. we wanted to go in da club already. went to indochine tt nyt. had problems but in da end it was settled. arnd 12 plus, everybody was inside enjoying already. danced,drank and stuff. too bad our fun had to stop der.

3 in da morning, da club has to close down. so me,fadli,shah,yiwen,claudia,kama,gabie,jobelle,joycelyn and adik went to cineleisure to catch a movie. watched DA VINCI CODE. i didnt really understand da whole story. jus roughly. hahaha. but its ok. i dunt believe in tt. so jus FUCK IT.

movie ended arnd 615 in da morning. sat outside cineleisure for awhile. and we headed home. some of us were not really tired. and we kept laughing so loud in da mrt. escpecially CLAUDIA. me and claudia had a feast at ma house. cos we were damn hungry already. hahaha. YEAH, WE ARE PIGS.

slept till 3 in da afternoon, lazed on ma bed while msging fadli. took a bath and got ready for church.

Sunday, May 21, 2006 @ 9:42 PM

ummm. sunday was MOTHER'S DAY. so... ma whole family went out for dinner. went to attend mass at novena church wif ma sis. mit ma parents at orchard. we decided to eat at sakae sushi. was damn full. had stacks of plates. ma dad and mum ate alot. cos dey simply lub sushi. but too bad, not for me and ma sis. we jus cant eat too much of sushi. if not we'll go throwing up everythin. hahaha.

a snapshot which ma freak sis took
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monday and tuesday,
stayed at home for da whole day. jus dunt feel lyk goin out. so i made maself busy wif da com. i tink ma mum was rather surprised tt i was at home for da two whole days. hahaha.


wednesday,
went to plaza sing to mit da BMC people. hanged arnd outside 7-11 at first. waited for fadli to come. everybody was expecting him to come. hahaa. its lyk for 3 whole mths he didnt come skul. slacked at starbucks. as usual. we are jus lyk those typical teenagers who always slaxk at dis type of place. u noe wats da meaning of 'NO LIFE' hahaha. kept on smokin and smokin. been very heavy smoker lately. ARRRGGH! i jus cant stop it. i seriously dunt noe wat to do. waited for fadli. cos he went to cut his hair. went into plaza sing. and GUESS WAT!? ma slippers actually SNAPPED! i was lyk OMIGAWD! WTF! i cant believe it was happening to me at tt point of tym. we immediately went down to get maself a new slippers. SHEEESH! hahaha
went to mCdonald. fadli treated everybody. hahaha. chit chat. and there we go, went home. took da train back wif claudia,shah,yiwen,fadli and gabie. malik took da bus home. yeah. :)

me and fadli. nice haircut ryt?
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in da train
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three freakos
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Thursday, May 18, 2006 @ 4:05 PM

jus another typical saturday. saturday afernoon, obviously TOWN. was supposed to mit shah arnd 430 and he reached ang mo kio station lyk 530? waited for him for damn long. mit yiwen in da mrt. and we 3 headed for town.

met tasha,gabie and jobelle on da way. they were goin to watch poseidon. so chatted wif them for awhile and planned to mit after their movie. so we went to far east and chatted. kama and malik came after tt. so slacked and toked nonsense.
den da 3 of them finished their movie and came to mit us.

tt nyt, i didnt go home. were havin some problems. so me,claudia,yiwen and gabie went to jobelle's condo. she went home and we waited for her but she didnt come down in da end. so we went outside right infront of IKEA. kewl ryt. jobelle's livin right in front of IKEA. went to mit kama outside. hanged arnd at da taxi stand and we planned to go to bukit merah mcdonald. took cab there. while kama rode in his bike.

we were so dman hungry so kama and claudia ordered for us. hehehe. THANKS KAMA AND CLAUDIA! hehehe. soon after tt malik and shah came. malik brought his fren, eric along. slacked outside mcdonald da whole nyt. tym jus went so fast tt nyt.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 @ 12:20 AM

did not hab a gud sleep. chatted wif shah for lyk da whole nyt. till 445am. i was already half asleep. but its really nice tokin to shah. he's a great fren. hahaha. shah, if u ever see dis, PLS DUN FLY. hahaa.

woke up arnd 12pm. cos of ma freakin sister, keep on bugging me to wake up. cos mamee and dadee was preparing for steamboat. and i didnt eat much. jus stayed at da table for five mins and i was done.

went to take ma bath and got ready to go out. mit claudia in da bus. headed for city hall. waited for da others. both of us were early. hahaa. saw jobelle and gabie. it was malik's b'day, so jobelle,gabie and claudia went to get him sumthin. i already had mine so i dunt hab to buy. haha. claudia bought dis really cute long lollipop for malik. while gabie and jobelle got hi mrs fields cake. was damn tempting. and da guy at da cashier happened to colour his nail. jobelle go lyk 'tts so cute' haha. i tink he's a gay. he coloured his nails white. haaha.

met da others at starbucks. lyk shah,tim,aishah,shaz,hakim. slacked and had our smokin session first. headed for marina sq. we were lyk finding da damn seaoul garden. and we were lyk goin round and round da whole place. reached seaoul garden and it was damn full. so we had to wait for 45 mins. arrrgggh! was really hungry already.

esplanade rooftop
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me and b'day boy
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cutey them
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so we slacked at esplanade rooftop. took some pics. and went for out dinner.
sat down and everybody started cookin for malik. cos he has to be home early. so we cooked for him first. and he actually enjoyed it. aiyoh. BIRTHDAY GUY. hahaha.

Friday, May 12, 2006 @ 11:39 PM

its not tt i wunt try
jus to make u mine, together a little closer
and everytym i see u, u make me comin down
i always put u near me
in u, i found da one
wif u by ma side, and boy it feels so right
no matter wer i go, no matter wat i do
jus smile and it brings me back to u

der is nothin more complicated than love
tonyt is da game we shoudnt play
cos i've fallen in love wif u
accept da truth, and hope the pain to go away
thats hard for me wen im tryin to forget,
its wat we had sumthin tat i shud regret
feelings will jus not go away
i noe this pain is hard to forget
but i noe, i can make it through
love makes me denial wat i noe deep down inside

dis tym i made a mistake
who was i to make u wait, no one
everythin jus happened too fast
im starting to regret eveythin
how i wished i can turn back tym
but again, i hab to make it through

far away,far too long
i cant dream u'll be wif me
not anymore, no more dreamin
i cant see u anymore
so far away

believe me, i needed u
but not anymore
i cant, i hab to let go
please let me go

Wednesday, May 10, 2006 @ 11:38 PM

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hab not been blogging lately. jus too lazy. but now i hab da strength.
dis wat i hab benn doin lately.


MONDAY

stayed at home till 3 plus. left home and headed for temasek poly. mit salah in da bud first. cos i want to go wif him. gonna mit arif,ayul,fidot,min,yiwen,atiqa.
ate at temasek poly IT canteen. had fishball noodles. and it TOTALLY SUCK. seriiously man. tt day was damn freakin hot. cant stand heat. slacked at tampines coffee bean after tt. dis tym wif hafizah and her bf, arif. was damn fun. went home together.

TUESDAY

worked at B.H.I. it was a BAD day for us. i dunt noe wer has all da girls went to tt day. had difficulty hitting our quota. but we made it at da end of da day. mit claudia,kama,shah,malik,mirah,jobelle and natasha at wisma. it was raining heavily in da late afternoon. and da thunder was damn scary. it jus go BOM! really scared ma heart out. it was so dam loud and stuff. headed for coffe bean borders. but me and claudia went to topman to get a tee for malik first. i asked her to choose it for me. cos claudia noes best. hahaha.

WEDNESDAY


woke up and got ready for work. had a tiff wif ma mum. was damn pissed off wen i left da house. koled ma dad and complained to him. it was FUCKED UP day for me. work was BAD too. im jus stressing maself. been tinkin alot lately. i dunt noe why also. SHITTY FEELING. i jus hate it wen things go dis way. jus got maself into stupid trouble. why did i ever hab to make da STUPID MOVE? WHY? WHY? stoopid me. hais.
yiwen came to mit me at orchard. waited for me to get everythin done. went to plaza singapura. went to mit claudia,shah,kama,gabie,malik and jobelle. GABIE HERE'S UR NAME! HAHAHA. see, im so gud. make u happy. but they were settling sum stuff. so me,yiwen and shah slacked at starbucks first. finished ma two box of viceroy. was really damn stressed. i jus kept on smokin and smokin. i hab to stop all dis. im jus bringin harm to ma body. hais.

EVERYTHIN IS OVER

it was saturday. as expected, TOWNING. hehehe. woke up arnd 11 am. i dunt noe why i woke up quite early. mayb i was excited. hehee. got ready arnd 145pm. and as usual, i was late again. was supposed to mit malik at 3pm at shaw house. and i reached arnd 320? he was already there queing up. hehehe

we had tym to slack. so we slacked at mcCafe. miss miss tat place. hahaa. toked for awhile. and headed for da movie. watched mission impossible 3. didnt quite lyk da show. jus not ma liking. tot it was nice. but NAH. kept moving during da movie cos i was already gettin bored.

after da movie, we went to mit claudia and yiwen at taka mountain. waited for them for awhile. but i was actually enjoying my tym wif malik. jus dunt noe why. wen claudia came, she started her nonsense and started makin fun of us. IDIOTIC CLAUDIA. *bluek*
claudia came wif zeckwin and his gf. after tt, we headed to mit ma mum and sis. cos ma mum actually wanna see them. hehehe
slacked wif malik for awhile b4 he heads home. while claudia,yiwen and zeckwin went to shop arnd.

in da end, i didnt mit da three of them. stayed wif ma mum and sis. bought two handbags and a wallet.

i actually spent da nyt at claudia's hoouse. kept laughing and stuff. and she turn out to be ma face picker for da nyt. in da middle of da nyt, claudia was pinching on ma face. and i lay on her lap. soon after tt, i fell asleep. jus felt too gud. hehehe.

Sunday, May 07, 2006 @ 4:59 PM

yesterday's work was damn tiring for me. had two difficult scouts. ARRG! lucky i got one who helped me out. DBBBIE thank u so much! da other two was new. once we reached orchard mrt station, she straight away wants to quit. wat a LOSER. she say tt it was meaningless. all jobs hab diff things to do. so why bother wen u tink its meaningless. da other scout obviously agreed wif her. and i didnt noe wat to do cos i was damn pissed off already. so i called fenni, and she toked to them. fenni told me to let da girl who was not interested to go. and i hab to guide the other one all along. but in da end, i was da one who did all da tokin for her. FREAKIN PISSED!

lucky danny and fiona came. they waited for me to finish. called claudia to mit us. after tt me,danny,claudia,guo jie and justin went to play pool at lucky. ate at lucky too. walked arnd town. dann was looking for a shoes. but almost all of them, he liked and jus cant figure out which one to buy. hahaa. walked till dhoby ghaut and took NEL to hougang.

at nyt, chatted wif malik on da fone first. had conference wif claudia too.
and guess wat? in da middle of da nyt me and ma lil sis actually sneaked out of da house. went to hougang point bought instant noodles and chng teng (MA FAVOURITE). hehee. was so damn funny. me and ma sis were lyk rats . quietly sneakin out of da house. hehe. ate at da balcony and ma sis kkept on scaring me tt ma dad got out of his room. but actually no. she's such a BITCH! hehehe. chatted wif claudia and malik till 2 and went to sleep.

and today im goin to da movies wif malik. WOO HOO!~ hehe. mayb meeting claudia and yiwen after tt at town. its strange, but im so excited. jus dunt noe why.. umm..

Saturday, May 06, 2006 @ 12:45 PM

woke up damn early yesterday. arnd 8? was supposed to wake up at 715 but i jus couldnt wake up. i jus hate waking up early. cos da nyt b4 tt, spend da whole night conferencing wif malik and claudia. tts why i cant wake up.

left da house arnd 845 and headed for marcus house. slacked over at his house. arnd 1pm, left his house and made ma way to work. i was LATE again. hais. jenny was already waiting for me. and i hab only one scout which was jenny. we had to collect 35 names. i expected tt it was gonna be a long day for me. but actually no. jenny was fast. lucky me. finished arnd 4? went to office and passed da list of names. waited for fenny to take it from me and i tink she forgotten till claudia reminded her. hahaa. and fenni told me not to be late.

made ma way to dhoby ghaut. meeting malik, shah,claudia,kama,nat,jobelle and gabby. slacked at starbucks. claudia jus kept on laughing non-stop. every lil small thing,she will laugh at it. hahaha. 7 plus, we started to walk to da mrt station.. claudia was quiet for da whole journey. umm. kama and malik did sumthin wrong. hahaha. on ma way back malik called me and chatted for awhile. reached home, straight to da toilet and had ma nice bath. which was cooling for me. damn sticky wen i reached home. chatted wif malik on da fone. 10 plus, claudia came in and conference wif us.

Friday, May 05, 2006 @ 12:02 PM

damn shagged today. woke up arnd 12pm. was supposed to wake up at 1130. claudia even gave a wake up kol for me but i continued sleepin after hanging up. OOPSIE! hahaa. really cannot wake up today. i feel so damn heavy and jus felt lyk lying on ma bed for da whole day. but too bad i cant. BOO HOO. chatted wif marcus on da fone till 4am in da morning. he kept on makin me laugh and MAKIN FUN of me. such an ASS!!! but enjoyed ma conversation wif him :)

as usual, late for work. dis is jus me. always late. hehe. but i'll try to make it on tym tml. (hope so) today was a fast day too. had 5 scouts under me. da two new scouts were gud. so i didnt worry so much. was supposed to mit tat marcus but in da end we didnt. so i end up goin home. cos waiting for yiwen is way too long for me. and im so lazy to travel to tampines. its lyk goin across singapore. so i went to mit yazid to get ma wire. slacked near da street soccer for awhile. saw alot of bowenians playin soccer. jus sat there and looked at dem playin.
went to hougang point and bought chng teng for myself. i lub tat dessert ALOT.

watched tv for awhile. and i fell asleep. ma mum kept on disturbing which was really very irritating. so i stormed ma way to ma room. woke up arnd 8 plus. ate ma dinner and watched tv. and now im here hanging arnd.cos im really damn bored. SERIOUSLY

Wednesday, May 03, 2006 @ 10:53 PM

worked at B.H.I today. icy and rachel was ma scouts today. and they were damn fast collecting their names. which was good. headed to temasek poly to mit yiwen,min,arep,salah,fidot,ayul,atiqah. waited for arep to finish his class. SUCH A VIP HE IS! haha.

went to tamp mall together. ate at long johns, everybody was so damn hungry. saw suhaili and another bowen gurl. i forgot her name. OOOPS! chatted wif suhaili for awhile. and we kept disturbing her. hahaha. she's damn cute and i definitely like her personality. cute and cheerful. waited for ayul to finish his class. and were lyk waiting for him impatiently cos da show was abt to start. kept on kolin him. but luvky he came on tym. if not we're gonna SCREW HIM. haha. kiddin. catched TAKE THE LEAD. i so LUB dat show.

slacked at coffee bean for awhile. and headed home. ayul was havin gastric on da way home. pity him.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006 @ 11:24 PM